7th october, Wednesday: chilly, about 10 degree celcius
This morning, my group didn’t have classes so I was actually intending to wake up earlier to do the cleaning and the mopping that I was suppose to d yesterday but didn’t. woke at about 10 plus mainly due to some weird concert or event happening downstairs of my immediate neighborhood or yuan the people here call it and they were blasting Chinese songs, the disco remixes of one night in Beijing and it doesn’t sound nice at all and I think playing the melody only would have been better.
Had instant bowl noodle and canned luncheon meat for lunch and I was already running late for
school. I quickly packed everything and the instant noodles into a plastic to be thrown, stepped out of the house, and then realize there was a sudden feeling of warmth on my knees. Damn! The plastic bag leaked and it was dripping on the floor, on my shoes and jeans. Damn! So I hurried in and grabbed the toilet roll to wipe off whatever I can and get extra layers of plastic bag to throw the rubbish. Damn! There goes my plan to only wash clothes once a week as I would need to get to the jeans and the shoes tonight! And of course I was late for school!
I hate it when the left and the right brain inside me fights or one house of thought fights with another in my head. Well,there is a part of me that wants to be miss lone ranger because I think everything is easier that way and I don’t have to give or take anything much since I am I. but the society doesn’t work this way so there are times that I also want to be part of a group but yet again I am not the very group kinda person and at least there isn’t a group that I can join or can spot potential members to start this group. Frustrating! This need for company and this want to be lone ranger. Stressing and vexing!!!
Then I an again at starbucks and although the marble cheese cake has been there all the while or at least I think it has always been on sale. But I only took real not of it today and was reminded of my friend wei xiang when we shared a marble cheese cake from Secret Recipe at Plaza Sing. Haven’t seen him in a long long time and only chatted with him once a few weeks ago, in the past half year. Sigh… And if you are friends and family that I have in Singapore, rest assured that I miss u guys! And no I am not kidding.
This morning, my group didn’t have classes so I was actually intending to wake up earlier to do the cleaning and the mopping that I was suppose to d yesterday but didn’t. woke at about 10 plus mainly due to some weird concert or event happening downstairs of my immediate neighborhood or yuan the people here call it and they were blasting Chinese songs, the disco remixes of one night in Beijing and it doesn’t sound nice at all and I think playing the melody only would have been better.
Had instant bowl noodle and canned luncheon meat for lunch and I was already running late for
school. I quickly packed everything and the instant noodles into a plastic to be thrown, stepped out of the house, and then realize there was a sudden feeling of warmth on my knees. Damn! The plastic bag leaked and it was dripping on the floor, on my shoes and jeans. Damn! So I hurried in and grabbed the toilet roll to wipe off whatever I can and get extra layers of plastic bag to throw the rubbish. Damn! There goes my plan to only wash clothes once a week as I would need to get to the jeans and the shoes tonight! And of course I was late for school!
I hate it when the left and the right brain inside me fights or one house of thought fights with another in my head. Well,there is a part of me that wants to be miss lone ranger because I think everything is easier that way and I don’t have to give or take anything much since I am I. but the society doesn’t work this way so there are times that I also want to be part of a group but yet again I am not the very group kinda person and at least there isn’t a group that I can join or can spot potential members to start this group. Frustrating! This need for company and this want to be lone ranger. Stressing and vexing!!!
Then I an again at starbucks and although the marble cheese cake has been there all the while or at least I think it has always been on sale. But I only took real not of it today and was reminded of my friend wei xiang when we shared a marble cheese cake from Secret Recipe at Plaza Sing. Haven’t seen him in a long long time and only chatted with him once a few weeks ago, in the past half year. Sigh… And if you are friends and family that I have in Singapore, rest assured that I miss u guys! And no I am not kidding.
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